Saturday, March 14, 2009

I think, therefore I am.

I'm not quick to become emotional, because there's no point in doing so. However I am quick to state my opinion, which I think is fine (because if you didnt want to hear my opinion then that means you just wanted to hear yourself talking. In which case you can go to your room and do that)

In my opinion, more and more people are becoming increasingly irritating... so many more people. So, in an effort to quickly truncate the irritation in my life, I think I'm gonna have to change somethings in my life. I'm thinking I shall no longer be as "helpful" as I have been. No longer see a need to. I'm not getting anything from it but being taken advantage of or always being asked to do ish I dont feel like doing. Additionally, I think I'm going to start being a lot more petty, everyone else is and it looks like fun. And I don't think I can hold my tongue any longer. I'm going to say what I feel. There are TOO MANY times where I have said "the nice thing so say" instead of what I was really thinking... I'm done with that...And if you get offended, that's fine... you're allowed to do that.

A friend told me that I was missing a sensitivity chip. And I agree. But in the past two years, I've been increasingly nicer, and more "sensitive" to no avail. It seems I'm doing this just so people around me can feel more comfortable, but how is that helping me??? Its not, and I'm done with that too. I'm cold hearted, cynical, I don't believe in love or marriage. I laugh when people fall and I make jokes about ugly/stupid people. Crying is for funerals or when your bones have been broken. If you think you're fat, ugly, or stupid, then so do I. If youre feeling lonely, quit whining about it and figure out why people dont want to be around you. If youre making bad grades because "school is just too hard" then drop out... get a job. If you've always wanted to do something, quit talking about it and be about it. I'm just so tired of weak people... man up and get into a fight, (not really, i dont advocate violence) And I know I sometimes fall into that weak category, but I'm irritating to myself the entire time... that mess is annoying as all get out.

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